It just hit me….
that I’m not moving back to New York in the fall…
And I’ve been crying my eyes out all day because of it. I don’t know what to do anymore, I feel like I’m going to be stuck living with my parents for the rest of my life. I’m already working full time, and my parent have the nerve to tell me that I’m not trying hard enough to go back, and I even told them I’m looking for a second job! “well, don’t do that, you’ll be to tired all the time” well what the fuck am I supposed to do then? On min.wage I can’t make more than 500 a paycheck, and with gas money, parking and food… there’s no fucking way that’s enough. Fuck my life- why does everything have to cost so much time and money?
